I'm back, once again to bore my millions of readers with the news and views of my quitting attempts. Task remains the same except that i am not setting any distant deadline this time making it a mission to finish on daily basis.
So i failed totally on the day 1 as i still have to search my lost determination.
Its upto tomorrow now!
Fourth day of the week, cool mornings mean winter is almost here yet i can't think anything but burn my lungs with the first cigarette of the day after getting out of bed.
Welcome back after the break. No, i didn't mean the line spacing, i meant my vacation in between the quitting mission ! I know you all want to hit me out of rage driven by your undying love and affection for me. Lucky to be hit in that case, but i have to worry bout other guys who don't even get a fraction of love due to my monopoly. Its a guilty feeling alright and i feel so embarassed for all those public displays of your affection.
So i have the motivation now - to not let other bachelors feel inferior.
One more lonely sunday, though not so boring as its quite cool in the morning. The only available companion is my smoke stick and she does help in relieving my mind from the burden of finding activities as i have to focus on the chest pain gifted by her. I feel like one female man as i can't concentrate on anything else except the slim diva. Why doesn't she get fat like ladies so that i could lose interest in her ?
Hopeless i am feeling in the love of the slim temptress. Its nothing but realization of the saying that love is pain as i can't stay away from her even as i feel chest pain all day since past few days.
Sorry sorry sorry...for keeping you all wondering about my impending break up with the slim stick. Its been about a month since i had last thought about breaking up with her. Maybe Lost in my "very busy doing nothing" routine but that thought is still hidden somewhere in my subconscious mind. And yes you're right, it just popped up into my conscious mind on this boring friday evening.
The fact is i always need something to pursue all day and dream at night. So Where's that dream to direct my thoughts and actions 24*7 ?
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