She lovs d way i talk n talk n talk n talk !!

9th september, 2008

me: hello birth day girl :) hw r u today ?
Mallika: heylo :D m happY.. u saY
me: i see, having a glass of vodka or :P you looking hot in this one (referred to her new profile image)
Mallika: lolz..nah..no vodka..will hv sweets..its dassera too :) happy dassera!!
me: to you too
Mallika: hot..lolz..thanq :D
me: i didnt expect you still i thought to try it, stock market is closed today :)
Mallika: hmm..
me: so hw do u celebrate dasheraa ? you knw
Mallika: at home..its fun!!
me: whts interesting in you, second to your cool nature btw ?
Mallika: hmm..hars to ans..dunno wat interets u :P hard*
me: i tell u, this t shirt of yours showing u knw what :P dont mind :)
Mallika: hmm...ok hai..
me: i bet the rest of the figure too is great, isnt it :P
Mallika: :) nw stop it!! me: just one more thing
Mallika: aur thik se wish kario phir se :) its ma buhdaYY :D
me: you look very tasty,eatable :P didnt like the scrap ????? i customised from face book application for you only
Mallika: oh..orkut nai dekha abi maine
me: then tell me, what s interesting in me :)
Mallika: hmm..u make me laugh..nd sometimes i lov d way u talk n talk n talk n talk..i cant :
me: vaise to muje bhi topic nahi mil raha :D still m trying to talk :) to hw u r gonna celebrate ?
Mallika: nothin much..m bored ek to exams postpone..aur dee bhi nai hai yaha pe..aur party bhi exams k baad hai..woh to pahle hi decide kiya tha :D
me: ohh no
aaj kuchh nahi ? ek vodka lena meri aur se
Mallika: arrey nai..mom will kill me..navratra time..will hv wine after ma exams..frns ka plan hai..pata nai wine kyun ;)
me: i dont knw diff btwn wine and whisky :D i ll try beer for your b'day :P
Mallika: hehe..sure..cheers!!
wine..bakwas..4% alcohol..kuch nai hota :
me: thts good for me, i cant handle much of alcohol, ek chhoti si bottle abhi aadhi padi hai mcdowel ki :D
Mallika: hmm..dnt drink much..! ur treatement is goin on..
me: drink is ok, smoking is ruining my lungs :( pain started again :D
Mallika: hmm..see : :
me: what ? i told u if u give ur no. i ll not touch cgrt :) bt u didnt :(
Mallika: see serious nai hota tu kabhi lyf main :
me: ok then lets check it, i m nt in any serious relation. if i was i cud show you :)
Mallika: show me wat?
me: tht i ll leave smoking completely :) thts wy you were making faces na :D
Mallika: ahha...tu tere liye nai chhod sakta smoking ? :P
me: i like it :P :D
lolz hv u seen that movie "chashme baddoor " ?
Mallika: nahi :
me: kya hai ki hero ek professor hai, paan wala kehta hai use ki.. tum par smoking achhi nahi lagti chhod do, to he replies jab koi special ladki meri life me aa jayegi aur bolegi to i ll leave smoking :D
Mallika: lolz.. foolish na ..?
me: not at all, it shows that he needs sm kind of motivation, u see ;)
Mallika: bt why to depend on some gal to come in lyf.. dnt u care abt ur life..?
me: i do, i ve already halved it to 5 frm 10
Mallika: gud hai..!! k lets nt discuss this..thoda senti ho jata hai..i dnt like talkin abt life much
me: i promise if u give me ur phone no, i ll leave for sure :)
Mallika: paresh dear..chuck it na..
me: why ?
Mallika: na..bas aisehi..
me: do u doubt me yet ? tht i ll misuse ur no :(
Mallika: i dnt think lyk dat.. actually..m nt thinkin nything abt dat...bas tok somethin else..
me: u knw even i m nt certain if i can call u, i m too shy for it :D
Mallika: wt m on phone..
lol..ya k
me: m with a batch mate, he wants to go :(
Mallika: oh.. :(
me: so wat u do on dushera ? jalebi :P
Mallika: ur leavin?
me: ?
Mallika: jalebi..bingo..!! :)
me: really ? so in ur place too :D m so sorry he's kinda hungry :D
Mallika: nah actually..puran poli bhi hai..ma fav :)
me: eeeh thts too sweet na :(
Mallika: sweet yeah :D
me: i tried once, cudnt eat :D
Mallika: ok :)
me: so shall we meet in evening ? or u r having party :P or hang out with frnds ?
Mallika: will go after 8 pm, wat time u'l come?
me: means after 8 i shud come ??
Mallika: nahi dear..
me: u knw 9 baje baad main ghar se nahi nikalta , zamana kharab hai :D
Mallika: m goin out after 8..u come b4 dat..
me: thts good, i ll come after 5 ok ?
Mallika: ok
me: so see ya nd hav a great day, wish i had come alone, i cud hv stayed more :)
Mallika: bye

Happy Birthday Evening Mallika :)

About 7 in the evening, 9th September, 2008


me: so m back
Mallika: ahha..here comes ma boi ..ur late mr. :
me: sorry sorry sorry, i get lazy wthout my bike, i mean scooter here :D
Mallika: its k..bt will leave soon
me: u said u ll leave at 8 ?
Mallika: hmm..k lets c..bolo ji
me: kya bolu ok, happy b'day evening again :D
Mallika: thankoo thankoo !! :D
me: so u knw it :P
Mallika: :P
me: see i was looking for a call girl today bt didnt wrk out, maybe soon it will ;)
Mallika: why ur talkin dis wid me ...
me: ok ok i read ur status nd felt like its for me thts wy, do u hav web cam ?
Mallika: no i dnt hv webcam
me: bad luck, this cafe has it, i cud see u :P
Mallika: hmm..tujh pe bura asar pad rha tha mere status msg ka :( so changed it :D
me: ok so thts bad, in ur opinion ?
Mallika: in my opinion..yea..
me: means i shud nt go for it ? m so lonely here :(
Mallika: dunno..dnt ask me :(
me: sorry again, didn want to make u angry, my attention is smwht diverted due to maheen :D
Mallika: hmm.. tok somethin else..nyways thnx for dat application wala b'day wish..i liked it :D
me: my pleasure, i love you to like my msgs :P
Mallika: hmm..why ur so unpredictable for me today??
me: i told u the call girl thing, i got really nervous half hour ago..:(

anywy that means othrewise u can predict me :P
Mallika: yea..many times..
me: bt i can never predict u
Mallika: oopsh..? really? so is it gud or bad?
me: secret is good to keep up the interest girls always try to maintain it :D
Mallika: yea..u told me once..m mysterious for u..!! many ppl says that ..hmm..gud hai
me: i tell u.. men alwasy llike women who hv sm secrets, its like a mental work out :D
Mallika: lolz k
me: so u never use web cam ?
Mallika: noh
me: then buy one :D
Mallika: no need of dat..actually
me: i need it :P
Mallika: instead..u cn see ma pics..
me: bt moving lively mallika will be better :P
Mallika: hmm..
me: vaise excuse me, yahan machhar bahut hai, to mera dimaag kharab ho raha hai :(
Mallika: pahlese dimag kharab..ab aur..dats why paresh is bit diff today..hmm..ok hai
me: shaam ko to u knw hw bored i m, mood kharab rehta hai
btw where do u get those profile pics one more intersting one
Mallika: bas idhar udhar se.. lolz
me: bt threy're always diffrent and great
Mallika: :) some of dem r ma tredmarks!! i do repeat it
me: aisa hai ? i never saw repeatation
Mallika: wait dis one.. nd aur bhi ek hai, yahi g mail pe dekh le cn u see it?
me: yeah, bt this one's very far, good one yet, better keep the real one here
Mallika: ye bhi :D
me: nt changed yet
Mallika: ab?
me: i see the same, i think im seeing the second one now, first i missed
Mallika: konsi dekh rha hai?
me: ye do haath falilake khadi hai jo, back ground me sarovar aur pahad
Mallika: nahi ab dusri hai :D jane de..
me: ok nw i got, chehra nahi dikh raha, are dekh li, abhi to baarish wali rakh..thts great, you like getting wet ?
Mallika: ye wali?
me: i mean subah thi jo
Mallika: yup..har baar bhigti toh hoon..i lov rain
me: yeah bt i said, keep original here please
Mallika: baarish wali thodi na thi woh..
me: to fir ab bhigte waqt khinchna, fir laga dena :P
Mallika: lol nah..:P
me: either u dont show face or stay away in the pic, tht means u try to maintain distance frm people , isnt it ?
Mallika: hmm..may b
me: i saw it in all pic, none was close up, if it was it didnt show face
Mallika: nw u cn see
me: yeah good, this also has better light thn before
Mallika: tune ye wali nahi dekhi thi..last month se yahi thi.. maine kal change ki thi :P
me: kya kare,class me to sab jhankte rehte hai, so i dont log in at all..yahan bhi bajuwala uncle padhne ki try kar raha hai :(
Mallika: eh..!! bad hai
me: guess i hv to leave, collegue ko time diya tha he wanted me to join bt i said i promised mallika :)
Mallika: yeah baby!! thnx for dat!!
me: thts my trademark :D
Mallika: wht??
me: promise follow karna, wat else :P
Mallika: hmm..gud hai muah!!
me: ab fir mat badal, subah wali sexy thi, use laga na
Mallika: aur mela gift kaha hai ladke?

me: what u want ?

muuahhh
Mallika: yeh wali kaisi hai..she iz ma gothic queen :)
me: ok ? i said for that only, subah wali apni laga na, gift to dena hai par kaise ? do u hav sm way ?
Mallika: gift kya hai? :D
me: whtever u wish, i m bad at judging frm chatting bout wht u ll like :D
Mallika: lolz k!! nah i wnt nothin..!! bas stay precious!!
me: thnks so i m precious :P
Mallika: yeah al my frns are precious :) :)
me: are u drunk sweetheart :)
Mallika: oh..m i soundin lyk dat ?? :P too bad for me..coz m not :(
me: bt i like you tht way, stay so :D
ab to time ho gaya, its always tough to leave u :(
Mallika: waise teko aisa kyun laga? ;)
me: u said bout all frns precious, you r too practical to say that :D
Mallika: hmm..!!
me: wasnt tht out of the way comment :D
Mallika: no bt al ma frnd are :)
me: see i felt great tht u judged me, bt all ? all r like me :D ??
Mallika: nah in different ways.. :)
me: so u had to go after 8 ? where ? party ?
Mallika: ya..jus hotellin..silent parties.. lol
me: aaj to muje bhi hoteling, karna padega, colleagues ravan dahan dekh rahe honge nd must be waiting for me
i said i ll take half hour :D
Mallika: so i guess ur happy atleast after listenin "all in diff ways" ? r u? ;)
me: yeah i think, they r just frnds, i m good frnd :P like they say when an affair is going on :D
Mallika: yeh ma baby boi :)
oye..affair..? kya bol rha hai ? :(
me: leave it, to tuje silent party nahi pasand :D to kaisi party chahie ?
Mallika: pasand hai...m also silent :P
me: silent killer :D
Mallika: killer..lol u think so?
me: seen bachna aye haseeno ?
Mallika: nahi dekhi..bips hai..fir bhi nahi dekhi :(
me: fir kabhi uski baat karenge, its bad tht u r silent, coz i m considere silent too, opposites hona chahie tha :)
Mallika: u silent..duh..ur like a chatter box for me :P
me: chatting is diff
Mallika: remember...pahle pahle..tu irritate hota tha, wen i used to say only ok and hmm.. lol
me: ha wo to hai, i like responsive women :P
Mallika: u cn imagine main kitna kam bolti hoon..in public :D hmm..k
me: no prob. teri kami main poori kar dunga :D
Mallika: kaise ? ;)
me: main jyada bolta hu na
Mallika: yup!!
me: actually when i m on sm job, i too speak little, only when i get bored i speak more, tht too has a limit
Mallika: no bt i like silent talks also..its fun u see..
me: once i hv said it all, i m silent
Mallika: ek frnd hai mera..we tok only 4 lines in half an hour..rofl
me: silent talk whats tht ?
Mallika: aage bhi padh..u'l get it :P
me: 4 lines k beech me kya aur kaise baat karte ho :D
Mallika: i mean ol dumbo :D
me: yeah thts wat i said
Mallika: kuch nai bas aisehi :)
me: ohhk thought u 2 had sm mysterious telepathy kind of way to tak without words in the remaining part of half hour :D
Mallika: brb
me: gotta leave honey :( see you tomorrow evening ? hv a rocking b'day blast, give me ur address, i ll send sm flowers at least :)
Mallika: bak
ohk.. bye me too leavin.. thnx again
me: muahhhh (parting kiss ) :P
Mallika: hehe..muaahz bak bye bye :)
me: sweet dreams :)

Har fun ko dhuen me udata chala gaya..

I'm back, once again to bore my millions of readers with the news and views of my quitting attempts. Task remains the same except that i am not setting any distant deadline this time making it a mission to finish on daily basis.

So i failed totally on the day 1 as i still have to search my lost determination.
Its upto tomorrow now!

Fourth day of the week, cool mornings mean winter is almost here yet i can't think anything but burn my lungs with the first cigarette of the day after getting out of bed.

Welcome back after the break. No, i didn't mean the line spacing, i meant my vacation in between the quitting mission ! I know you all want to hit me out of rage driven by your undying love and affection for me. Lucky to be hit in that case, but i have to worry bout other guys who don't even get a fraction of love due to my monopoly. Its a guilty feeling alright and i feel so embarassed for all those public displays of your affection.

So i have the motivation now - to not let other bachelors feel inferior.

One more lonely sunday, though not so boring as its quite cool in the morning. The only available companion is my smoke stick and she does help in relieving my mind from the burden of finding activities as i have to focus on the chest pain gifted by her. I feel like one female man as i can't concentrate on anything else except the slim diva. Why doesn't she get fat like ladies so that i could lose interest in her ?

Hopeless i am feeling in the love of the slim temptress. Its nothing but realization of the saying that love is pain as i can't stay away from her even as i feel chest pain all day since past few days.

Sorry sorry sorry...for keeping you all wondering about my impending break up with the slim stick. Its been about a month since i had last thought about breaking up with her. Maybe Lost in my "very busy doing nothing" routine but that thought is still hidden somewhere in my subconscious mind. And yes you're right, it just popped up into my conscious mind on this boring friday evening.

The fact is i always need something to pursue all day and dream at night. So Where's that dream to direct my thoughts and actions 24*7 ?