About Frustration..excuse and ignore if you are in partying mood.

Frustration is defined in Webster's Dictionary as:
“a deep chronic sense or condition of insecurity, discouragement, and dissatisfaction arising from thwarted desires, inner conflicts, or other unresolved problems.”
Frustration is spending 30 minutes on the phone with customer service (HA) regarding an issue with your cell phone....and receiving circular talk and NO remedy to the problem!
Frustration is talking to customer service (again, HA) of not just one, but 2 companies, and because your call has been transferred to India, having to constantly ask the individual to repeat themselves because you cannot understand them.... especially after finding out your friend's son has lost his job because the contract of the company Cincinnati Bell uses for Zoomtown IT support was not renewed~~ because CB has outsourced to the Philippines.Frustration is....
the poison ivy between my fingers...outsourcing and the growing unemployment rate...the ever changing price of petrol...the cost of our health insurance...dealing with self~absorbed, arrogant people...my list could go on and on, but I will stop my grumbling and griping,and I will remember what my mother used to tell me:If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.I guess that means this post should have been blank!

there's no title to this post as i cudnt think anything except the worst expletives, by the way i dont know much of them which is another reason !! So the issue is that blogger has been blocked in the local network of my office for almost a week now and i m starting to loose sleep bout it. its not that i had many teriffic things to write and i was denied the access to my historical blog !! i cant digest what could be the purpose of such cheap act of stopping someone writing his diary. i never thought so but this incident has surely made my writing very special and in spite of being stolen the freedom to write in office hours i m loving this fame !

Anywhere but Home....

Did you notice the date 24 feb 2009 in the picture above ? Dont worry if you didnt, even i did the same thing means focussing on the lady ! Anyway when i first saw it i just started thinking what she must be feeling at the moment. See, she seems in a cheerful mood and writing something, maybe a shopping list for what vegetables to buy for dinner tonight ! OK this may not seem to be a great thing to write about but you have to get real at some point after all.

dreaming in daylight..the mystery goes on..

I have been thinking this for almost 3 years now that I need something new and fabulous in my life. So first of all my thoughts go to a new job, thats all my mind can think of due to the constant reminding by parents while raising me.

But then the question arises what if I dont get any improvement in my living with the new workplace or new people ? Not knowing the answer to that I just stop thinking about the job thing ! I know its time to move as I am about to finish 30 years of my life. Obviously, there are many other things and way of improving your living but things don't seem to be changing practically to allow me get out of the constrained state I am in , I keep telling myself that whatever status I am in is just temporary and there's a totally new world waiting for me.

The catch is that what if the situations I am facing today in daily life are real and its not going to change for ever ?

the picture just a deviation , no need to relate it to the writing above , so it says " ..TIME HAS BEEN INVENTED BY PEOPLE UNABLE TO LOVE. " Maybe this explains my nature of sticking to the clock all the time !

Small Talk !

(Hailey, checking out baby doll newcomer)
I think I'm a Dog person , but I'm not sure yet..

Intrigued by the mysterious cat above ??

sitting in the middle of her window, every afternoon, without fail. I don't know for sure that it's every afternoon, but I like to think so. I like to think that this cat has a certain schedule. My expectation of the cat would be fulfilled that way. Cats should have their own (self-imposed) schedules, don't you think so? Dogs shouldn't.

Perhaps the cat waits there in anticipation of my arrival, even though it looks quite uninterested and unaffected when I finaly do arrive. But that's cats for you, never lose their cool.

With dogs, on the other hand, you know where you stand.

(introducing Ditto, the cuddly observer, hiding under the bench)

A brief history of Light !

Excuse me people, i m now so addicted to blog that i have started stealing from others too...

Gen 1:1 In the beginning, when God created the universe,

Gen 1:2 the earth was formless and desolate. The raging ocean that covered everything was engulfed in total darkness, and the Spirit of God was moving over the water.

Gen 1:3 Then God commanded, "Let there be light"---and light appeared.

Gen 1:4 God was pleased with what he saw. Then he separated the light from the darkness,

Gen 1:5 and he named the light "Day" and the darkness "Night." Evening passed and morning came---that was the first day.
This is the first mention of light in the Bible. It's good, and it's separate from darkness. These meanings of the word light are used throughout the Bible, and it set me thinking. I'm supposed to be walking in the light, but I don't act like it. I'm supposed to be visible in the darkness, but I don't feel like it. However, there is... a spark, I suppose.I've always visualised my faith as a flame. Sometimes bright and sometimes flickering but always there. Right now, I'm hoping to burn brighter in the coming few weeks - living in the light.Prayers and encouragement would be so much appreciated!
Pro 13:9 The righteous are like a light shining brightly; the wicked are like a lamp flickering out.
Mat 5:14 "You are like light for the whole world. A city built on a hill cannot be hid.

Mat 5:15 No one lights a lamp and puts it under a bowl; instead it is put on the lampstand, where it gives light for everyone in the house.

Mat 5:16 In the same way your light must shine before people, so that they will see the good things you do and praise your Father in heaven.
Joh 1:4 The Word was the source of life, and this life brought light to people.

Joh 1:5 The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has never put it out.
Joh 3:19 This is how the judgment works: the light has come into the world, but people love the darkness rather than the light, because their deeds are evil.

Joh 3:20 Those who do evil things hate the light and will not come to the light, because they do not want their evil deeds to be shown up.

Joh 3:21 But those who do what is true come to the light in order that the light may show that what they did was in obedience to God.
Joh 8:12 Jesus spoke to the Pharisees again. "I am the light of the world," he said. "Whoever follows me will have the light of life and will never walk in darkness."
2Co 4:6 The God who said, "Out of darkness the light shall shine!" is the same God who made his light shine in our hearts, to bring us the knowledge of God's glory shining in the face of Christ.
1Th 5:5 All of you are people who belong to the light, who belong to the day. We do not belong to the night or to the darkness.